not be so lonely

when i started this goal, I at least had a girlfriend. and now we’re spit up.

after leaving her, i’ve been on auto: work, sleep, even hanging out with the couple of friends i have seems a necessity and not a pleasureable experience. (not that its not nice, y’know)

it’s been 3 weeks, i don’t feel lonely. but that’s because friends came out of the woodwork. that was nice. i’m not settled, and i’m worried that if i do get settled in my own place, i’ll get lonely again.

Nobody probably reads this anyway….peace out.

My fiancé leaves on the weekends because we’re having problems. I can live with that. It was just my birthday. i wasn’t too alone on my birthday, from 8pm-1am i spent it with my twin brother. Does that count?

still lonely, I’ve accepted it, but don’t want to be.

It’s tough not to be lonely with all that routine. My fiancé sometimes goes out, so even the evenings are empty. Luckily, House M.D. is on tonight. But then, she might go on the computer.

still lonely. Staying in on weekends, all weekend. No friends close enough to go out with. Not enough money to do anything.
Prefer to play video games anyway…sigh.

and i’m the only one who want to apparently!