When I was younger I liked to be by myself often because kids would make fun of me a lot. I suppose I didn’t ever go to many sleepovers, or even go to other people’s houses. I though that in middle school things would change but they got worse. I mean, I made some new friends but I still didn’t have a BEST friend. I’m now a freshman in high school and I really wanna make something good out of my last few years of non-adulthood. I try to walk up to people and talk to them but I just can’t seem to, or say something completely stupid. I’ve had chronic severe migraines for years now and just last week they became noticeably worse. I went to the hospital and narcotic drugs only worked for 30 mins. My mom said that these migraines are probably from stress about something, and I think it’s about me not having a TRUE best friend or the fact the guy I really care for was on and off… He said he still likes me, and he’s the smart, nice boy that doesn’t lie.
I think shyness is a big contribution. Help me please? :(
(Oh my, that was quite long! Sorry~)
