Well im at a time in my life where i feel like i messed up real bad,I started to smoke ciggerates and pot and drinking when i was only 12 years old.I’m only 14 right now and still do those things only now i am having sex and doing more pot and drinking and smoking,I’m home schooled and i hate it,it makes me want to just drop out but i dont want to.My father died when i was just 12 years old and ive been real depressed about that cause its hard to grow up with out a father.Yes i do have a boyfriend and he is great to me,i thought i was in love but right now im just confused cause im a little to young to be in love and i dont want to break up with him but im just not ready for love right now and i actually found out he has a crush on my bestfriend/sister and i dont know about us anymore.He tells me he loves me and then talks to other chicks.I’m trying to get my life together because i need to do it,i need to get it together for mostly me but also for my dad.I need to find a job but so does everyone cause our economy is really bad right now and everyone is losing their jobs.I want to finish school and have a good life and do good.I want to accomplish all my goals.Well i guess thats all but my name is michelle and this is part of my life that i want to fix!!!!
