I’ve lived there, in Israel, my whole life, and when i turned seventeen I moved to NY to graduate my highschool studies and maybe goto college.
that ment a few things:
1. I can’t see anyone i grew up with for an undefined period of time.
2. I have to speak ENGLISH all the time.
3. Start in a new school…
4. Being apart from my brother who’s still in the army
I guess that when I was in Israel I wasn’t very happy, but now that i’m so faraway from it, i can’t help but to feel regret for not apreciating it as much, in the hope that here will be better.
But maybe it doesn’t matter where you are in the world, your state of happiness is only something menatly. and inspite of my aknowledgement of this, I still can’t seem to find true happiness.
What I would like to do as soon as I’m enabled to is to go to Israel, and tell the people I used to care about the whole truths about my life. And most important i’m gonna have some fun.
I’ve talked to my parents about going back in June, just in time to see my friends before they’re drafted, and they agreed, but as I’ve learned so far, things don’t always go as planned, so i best keep my hopes low.
So much for now.
