he is where it all began.
19 months ago
and when i found out about his other partner, my insides shrivelled up and died. how could he put me through this. my only comfort was that of the pen knife i got for my dad. the blade just eases your confidence ya know, i cant gget out of it now. i cant stop. he hurt me so much. its like doing 12 rounds with ricky hatton. i cant stand the thought of him dicking around with this other slag. all of my emotions are just killing me. im trying so much to stop crying but its so hard when you love someone that much.
