It's already happening — 1 year ago
2006 was crap.. I vowed I wouldnt have another year like it but I ended up stayin in for 2007 cos I felt so depressed. On about 8th January I went to Scotland to spend “time away” with my mum n family in Scotland.. and It’s now like 4 months on and I still havent gone back. I now live here! My life has totally took a major change. A great one. I have an amazing boyfriend who loves me, a fantastic job working with people with autism which I enjoy SO much, I am learning to drive, I am seriously thinkin about joining the TA, and I get to see close family all the time. I go out more than I have done in a while, even if it is just to the flicks! I miss my dad and brother in England SO much I can barely think bout it but I needed to do this. It’s been so hard I could cry constantly if I thought about what i’ve left behind! But as they say and I do believe.. everything happens for a reason!! I want to see my old friends so god damn much all the time and I miss them a hell of a lot but I am starting to make a whole new life up here and god its been bloody hard but am gettin there. I didnt realise how makin a new life would be so hard but its coming along slowly! and I aint giving up like I usually do…
