See my Best Friend agian

well what can I say ..me praying about …Man thats Friendship even though the last time we talk we got into a huge arguement but I mean after some years he came back to talk in I love him so much even though were Apart ….I love you Jaylin Travis your my bestfriend my brother in christ ..lol

why he left I never new we will be apart he made me happy in elemtary in middle school we did have rough time always was ready to fight each other but no he had to move all the way to Detroit I wish he havent left Its so harder now that iam in highschool he said he was gonna come back but i dont no he always called once blue moon I really miss him , but I hope he dont 4get about me aka his best friend it seems so fake I just dont wont to seem him make the wrong choice when im not there I would want to no where he at an if in school I just dont want to seem him laying dead Im so scared that if he died god forbeg I wouldnt Know, ITS sO FAST my other best friend her momma went to jail so she had to move far away I havent heard of her since I hope she’s okay , AND MY OTHER FRIEND she still call but she kind away far but she always promise she be back and in my school again jaylin,haley,nikki here a peom that Ive found for you I hate looking myself in the mirror,
I hate knowing I have fear.
I hate seeing what isn’t there,
I hate feeling that I am scared.
I hate believing what isn’t true,
I hate believing and trusting you.
I hate crying myself to sleep,
Forgive me for I have dreams.
I feel left out and all alone,
With no one to call my own.
My eyes are red and I cry blood,
Please help me or I’ll cry a flood.
My friends see what I let them see,
If they only could see the true side of me.
And as I die inside with pain,
Please don’t think that I’m insane.
Cause believe it or not I have a heart,
That’s been slowly torn apart.
so hope you like it and if i do get far in big i always will include my forever lasting friends …...

love you somewhere out there