Things he did. So-called friends.
I hate the fact that I find this so hard to do. I know that some stuff that has happened in the past is painful and, I don’t enjoy pain. Obviously. So why do I force myself to think about the stuff that I know will hurt me? This sometimes makes me wonder whether somehwere deep down I enjoy experiencing emotional pain and I don’t know it. Crap.
But I found some website on creating a healing environment, and this encompasses the obstacles to creating a healing environment, how this environment feels, the belifes needed to establish one, steps to creating one, forgiving and forgetting, and more. Hope this takes me in the right direction. Too much focus in the past will prevent me from living the present and future to the full.
