today is my turning point
16 months ago
I am so sick of looking in the mirror and hating the person looking back at me. I hate seeing people I know because I know I look like a cow compared to the person I once was. Before I got pregnant I weighed 130 pounds. 4 years later I haven’t lost the baby weight… I have gained more. I just weighed myself this morning and I am 240 pounds… more then double my origional weight. I would love nothing more then to weight 130 pounds again but I am going to start small and work my way up. I would love to lose the weight so I can feel better about myself, so I am not embarrassing to my daughter, and so I can do thing with my child and not be so winded and tired. I CAN’T LIVE LIKE THIS ANYMORE!!! So it begins today…
