I know I’m far from ready to do this. I’ve no idea where to start. All I know is that anything related to my parents makes me feel really crappy. I hate the mere thought of them. I’m not sure what exactly is the problem, just that there is a big one. Be it with the constant drinking, never being good enough, never getting support, or always being made to feel bad. I’m sick of the manipulation so I stopped talking to them, but I know that cutting them out of my life completly won’t heal any of the damage that I have from all of this. So I need to figure out how to confront them and what specifically to confront them about.
God… Being healthy emotional is so difficult and takes so much work!!!
