Fall in love

I don’t go crazy, but I am still with the one I’ve been with since early March. I am living with them, still, and I really enjoy their company. We fight, sometimes, but don’t all couples? I am holding back some love for him, to not overflow too much at once. But I know he’s the ‘one’ someday.

I just wanted to update that life is going great with him, and I really couldn’t complain. Still get the butterflies 7 months later. :)

I am falling in love, and so is he. It’s amazing. :)

I thought he was someone different. He had told me things, though never really spoke a lot to me, to try and get into my pants. We made out a few times, things became intense. But I never let him take that one thing away from me. I will retain my virginity until the man I know deserves it will show me how different life can be on the other side.

I dated this other guy for a month, and it hurt when he decided to run away from me and be stupid. I cry about it, but know he’s a hopeless cause. He never cared, and once again I cared more than the man did…

He told me he loved me. I never knew that I could be in love with someone who loves me back. It’s the most amazing feeling in the world. The feeling just intensifies each day, each breath, and every time our lips meet.

I would have never known that someone could be made especially for me who has the exact same interests and is so alike. I feel so entirely blessed.

To have a crush is an amazing feeling. But to realize he cares for another is a horrible one. The feeling that uplifted you now becomes a strange aura around you – One that tells you that you do not belong.

I hope to fall in love for real someday. And I hope it’s finally requited feelings instead of distant ones…