be more brave

so i went to this tutoring place for an interview thingy… and the perosn there was a disaster… she had a student there when i got there and was sleezy and talkked to the kid in a baby voice and ya. sand she was pushy a bit and not a good business woman. so im not gonna work for her.. its prolly gonna screw her over a bit. but i got really mad about it… i think i have passion for tutoring or managment. i think i could do a better job. maybe thats what im all mad about? i dunno but its funny. i never get this worked up about anything usually.. so im making a note of it. noted.

I find myself hesistating whenever the moment of truth comes along. i do this in my book too. i put it down right when something big is gonna happen! right now i am writing this instead of sending off my resume for a job i want. ARg.
reminds me of the quote “do the thing to have the energy to do the thing” so im off to get some food.