Talk more

I still talk very little, but only about certain topics, like problem sovling. I have no problems talking about friends or myself, or my family, but when there’s an issue, or when something has gone wrong because of me, I don’t even try to make anyone feel better. I would love to bring myself to speak as much as I can when I fuck things up. That’s like one of the most important parts/things to do.

I don’t speak my mind enough, and it hurts my relationships with other people. It’s probably what ruins it the most, and I’m talking about any relationship from family, to friends, to dating. Just in general. In a way I guess you could say it stresses people out. Just think of hanging out with a person that you can’t even have a complete conversation with. Someone who is all kinds of fun being around, and shows parts that are funny, smart and kind, but can never have a real conversation with you. That would be me. So, my goal here is to be able to have a long drawn out and fun conversation with another person, but I want to always be able to do this. And, I want them to enjoy the conversation, too. I want them to walk away as pleased as myself.