be more patient

I’m actually doing quite well at this subconsciously, lately alot of people have pushed me to the limit and although ocassionally I eventually exploded it took ALOT more for me to get to that point than it usually does… oh my goodness I think I’m maturing (gasp)

...just doesnt come naturally to me, but I need to work on that because when I think back to the mistakes I’ve made they could have been avoided, well most of them, if I had been patient and thought things through (3 “th”’s i know) so now I’m determined to avoide impending mistakes by taking my time and making sure its the right thing to do.

..wasn’t patient

..doesnt seem to work with me i just end up looking like im having an asthma attack, but i guess that says more about the people i talk to than my breathing habits.

im doing rather well at this through the use of very deep breaths and im starting to see positive outcomes. its not just to do with anger, but i also make simple mistakes because i tend not to think beyond my next word, but lately i avoid unecessary arguments, incidents, and lifes kinda cool, well kinda.

...im gonna have to do this as i cannot keep getting frustrated so easily. i guess it would help if everyone who spoke to me wasnt a patronising ass, but i guess patience will help me learn to except these people and bring a brighter more postive aura around me

i’d like to think of myself as a patient person, but then i’d like to think alot about myself, half the problems i have are because im too quick, and dont always think before i say and do, but i’ll try… i guess this means loads of deep breaths