weigh 125 pounds

I’m stuck on 128 for now…

I eat horribly so I need to take this more serious in order to achieve the results I want.

I’m aggravated and I need to make this a more positive experience.

One day last week I weighed 128, and then ate a lot of ice cream. Okay wait. I’m still eating ice cream.. . ugh, but today, I weighed 128 again.

I need to work harder at this goal because I need to lose at least 15 more pounds for my short height (5’1).

Summer is almost here… I want to enjoy the beach with my friends.

I want to get back down to 125 lbs.
I am doing the same thing on 43things, that I did last year…which is adding these weight loss goals in 5 pound increments. If I attempt to lose a lot of weight, and just post one goal. I am not as motivated. Small goal steps work better for me. I have reached the 130 lb goal twice in the last month. I’m hoping to keep going DOWN on the scale, not back up.

THE WORST THING I CAN DO IS DRINK ALCOHOL!!! I was 130, over 2 weeks ago, and I ruined it all by drinking 3 beers, and then having dinner BEFORE and AFTER the drinking. ugh!

I weighed 124 at my lowest last year during a fitness competition. At the time, I had worked very hard to get my weight down…and then I hit a plateau. I was going thru relationship problems with M. I got depressed and lost focus on myself.

To get my life back on track, I went back to school. This meant that I stepped down from my position at work, and went part time, and then went back to college. I was needing change in my life and I was searching for answers. When I went back to college, I attended full time and had a horrible schedule! Hurricane Ike ruined things for a lot of people, including myself (and my diet). Since I spent over a year of inactivity, I ended up gaining 22 lbs!

I started to get back into diet and exercise WITH school, just recently (In January 2009). The good news is that I lost the weight a lot EASIER this time around. At 129.50 (earlier today); I am now very close to losing ALL of the weight I had gained.

Without watching what I eat, I don't lose any weight.

One of the biggest mistakes I did, was to give up working out COMPLETELY, for over a year… I ended up with a LOT of cellulite on my legs, where I previously had NONE. My legs are getting smooth again, but I still have lots of it that looks permanent!

I need help & motivation… 43 things use to be one of my favorite websites! (I was gone, while in college). I’m back now :)