keep in touch with old friends

MS-3-21
KM-3-21
DK-1-10ish
SM-3-9ish
CN-a long time ago

I went through a process of not really liking my friends, especially towards the end of hs. I’ve always been told that I’m mature for my age. Guess that comes with life experiences like mine. But after being surrounded by drunk fools, I remember why my bff and i were so close. we could have fun no matter what and without any crutches. fun, creative, positive energy. that’s what i miss. that’s what I want again. We are talking every couple of weeks which is great, and sending short messages to each other. I really appreciate having my bff back, even from afar and a diff space.

my other ex and friend is a little more complicated. I don’t know how I feel towards this person and how this person feels towards me. it’s always been a complicated maze of poems and heartstrained texts. gah. drama. maybe I should just let go? But I miss having this person in my life. I have been significantly impacted by this person and I don’t want to cut off ties. Who knows where this will end. I just want back my friend.