Change my friends

Well last night I ended up going to bed at about 5 because of me being nice and allowing a friend to come and use the laundry facilities in my apartment building. My friend can be a complete idiot at times and they reminded me of that last night. I need to learn how to say no. I don’t have all night to be up on the computer and talking bullshit. Needless to say I am up and I am sleepy. I can’t even take the yoga class I wanted to take because I am too tired. I am trying to look at the positive of the situation and look at it like I helped a friend out but guess what, never again.

I feel how a recording artist must feel when they want a new sound. I want some new friends. My friends, I do love them with all my heart but we have none of the same interests anymore. I meet so many interesting and productive people and in the past I’ve tended (if that’s a word)to cling to the people from my past and I’m like fed up I really am. I’m not getting any younger and I’m ready to live the life I was born to live. I have said this in the past and went right back but this time I am going to really try. I need some new producers.