find the courage to wear my hair natural and stop getting perms

After more than six months without a relaxer, I got one yesterday. Now my hair is “long and pretty”, but I really do regret it. I wish I would have had the courage, the will power, and the patience to see everything through. I have to admit I shed a few tears behind closed doors because I realized it wasnt about the hair. It is more about me wanting to change things in my life but not seeing it through for one reason or another.

I havent had a relaxer since Feb… My hair is thick and kinda difficult to manage but I am still hanging in there