graduate high school

it’s been weeks since I have spent the lunch break with my friends =’(
I’m spending it now on my applications ”^^ !

and it feels bad asking a free friend to acompany me when they probably enjoy just hanging out, and when I’m done it’s difficult to find them so I just go to the class to check my empty inbox or help a classmate with a quiz…
it’ll be worth it ..

just maybe, all the bad things happen to make me wanna leave high school..

and yeah
I remember how nervous i was when named a clss leader.. so funny now that I’m the school’s leader..

how one week of school can ruin 3 whole months of self improvement!
I just need to do well in this first term, for my college applications =( !!
The end of the year grades is just for the sake my Dignity. Besides, what’s the point of all these years without some sort of respectable grades, I mean COME ON

I’m the Class leader :|
There’s a part that wants to graduate, and another part of me isn’t ready. I’m kind of scared “^^

I have to enjoy it as much as I can :( but first, I have to be done with my extended essay, and Action hours> in order to enjoy it without no worries :s only concentrate on studying