find out who i am

i still dont know who i am. however as i get older (cry) i seem to have a better understanding. but still…
I feel i just came to the point where i stopped trying to find myself, i just tried and let it come.. but it is taking away from everything.

I still have no idea.. I just turned 16. 16 years as of today.. gosh it makes me so sad how my life has flown by… im so old now, everythign i have ever loved is behind me. my best days seem only in memories. that is what keeps me alive. i still dont know who i am, what i want, or what i fight for. my life is useless a waste.
“maybe there is no point to life. might as well find somethign interesting to do while you’re here.” if you know who said it you know.