Have my first kiss

I turned eighteen on October 17th. I guess I was magically hoping that some guy would just appear on the scene and kiss me, but no. Alas, I am officially an adult, and I officially have not been kissed. :(

Wow…almost 18, and still nothing.
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Am I really THAT ugly that no one will pluck up the courage to get me out of my misery?

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I need some feedback…guys? A little help?

Yeah. Neal and I are closer than we’ve been in months, and maybe, just maybe, he’ll feel like giving me the greatest Christmas present possible.

Or not.

We’ll see.

I don’t want to get my hopes up! GAH.

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PS- That’s Neal in the picture. Heh.

I’m sixteen years old, and I’ve never been kissed!

Yes, I would call that pathetic!

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Anyways, I’ve never been out with a boy or anything, and I just think that’s sad….tear

More on this soon…as in, the next few hours!