own a house

yeah so…tonight i went to go sign that lease on that house and yeah..ive literally got the pen in my hand and im reading over the lease agreement and i come across this huge bold print…says…ABSOLUTELY NO PETS ON PREMISES. nice…so i have a choice..either i ignore…or i lie…or i w/e…so i say..yeah everything looks great..cept this here no pets line…THE FREAKIN WOMAN..JUMPED…NO’; LEPT!!! offa the couch…practicly yells..NO NO NO NO NO! NO PETS…NO PETS…NO. I TOLD YOU NO PETS! (no she didnt…but anyways…) so im like..well…i cant get rid of my dog…shes like then sorry boucha luck…nice meeting you. so im crying by this point..considering getting rid of the dog…cept i love my animals…so thats not really an option..i was just so distraught..i mean..i have the whole upstairs packed in boxes already!!! ive already called this week and canceled all of myutilities and everything…what a freakin huge disappointment..so w/e…guess im not movin. mark was hopeful tho…”maybe God’s saying..this is the house you think is perfect for you…now let me show you what I know is perfect for you….” so w/e…more patience for nena…my spirits are low but im still trying to be hopeful..i just dont know where to go from here.

after spending 5 years at the same apartment complex…i am happy to report that we will be moving to a real house!! WHOO HOO! I consider this a first step considering that the ppl who ae renting this house are willing to sell. It’d be the perfect place to buy…lots of space…room to grow…i have a vision and im really excited about it..im on hold righ tnow trying to cancel my DSL service tho..that kinda sucks b/c the area im moving to doesnt offer dsl at all…oh well! Less time on the comp..more time to put in to my HOME! ;O)