break free

I can’t break free if i can’t stop being angry. I can’t stop being angry unless certain people stop getting away with everything, and pushing all the limits. People just keep pushing and pushing and pushing and I’m so angry i cant even vocalize to these people, im trapped in a nightmare. Its like i’ve been dreaming for 5 months and whenever I manage to pull all the shit together someone has to come and pull it all apart and destroy everything all my passion has gone in. I’m 22 weeks pregnant i wish these idiots would just give me a break and let me try to get on with my life and stop stealing and preventing me from achieving everything i want and know i can do.

finally starting to see some light at the end of this deluged tunnel. Being on this holiday has definately got me thinking about where i’m going in life and where i want to be. I’m more able to differentiate my passions, likes, and intrigues from what career i would like in life. It’s a good feeling to finally be able to see some clarity. I hope i can gather more clarity throughout returning home at the end of the week.
:)

cant wait to achieve this. cannot wait.
i know i can do this.
i just have to make them stop manipulating me back to them.

if it werent for loving, i would be free already…