stop smoking weed

Well,

I am not doing well with this whole quitting weed thing. It’s still as difficult as it was 3 weeks ago.

But I’m tryin….

Okay guys….

I went nuts this weekend, smoked about 5 blunts (only planned on smoking two but was so thrilled about it being the weekend!)

Now, I’m stuck again. Today was hell and I mean hell. I was so pumped last week, I had to prove to myself that i could go Monday-Friday without weed and I did. This week it’s like…”yeah, I know I can but so what” I feel so unmotivated. I fought with my boyfriend all day, I feel like clocking him in the head even though I know he’s probably rite about things…that actually pisses me off even more.

Well, atleast it won’t be 100+ degrees this week and my house won’t be the oven it was. I have got to start meditating or something!!!!

Good luck to all!
NinaS

Well guys…thanks to you I made it through the week. I had one slip up but i was stronger than i have ever been before!

I went pretty much monday-friday, which was my goal. My boyfriend is so proud of me, this improved our relationship 1000%. I am actually proud of me..i never thought i could do this!

So now i am going to take it easy this weekend. I’m gonna smoke a couple of blunts and then try and go next monday-friday without so the fun will start again!!!

All ya’ll not smoking – keep it up!
All’ya’ll trying to quit but not quite makin it – just don’t give up!

Lot’s of Luck!!!
NinaS

Okay,

I was supposed to write last night…day 3 and the whole shabang but…I got high and forgot!!!!

It was 107 degrees in NYC yesterday and I was going out of my mind. My boyfriend and I decided to smoke a blunt…just 1 to kill the bordem. I didn’t enjoy it as much as i thought i would…and I’m really happy about that. Being clean for only 2 days made me realize that I don’t need it as bad as i think.

I’m gonna go today with out smoking again…and I’ll probably end up smoking on the weekend but my mentalitly towards the drug has changed, and I think that its the first and hardest step to take.

However, I may just end up going out of my mind in a couple of hours, but I’ll let ya know!

Keep on going guys!
NinaS

Okay…1 down and lot’s more to go.
I didn’t sleep last night. Not for 1 second. I was up all nite pissed off about how i couldnt sleep but now i realize i’m gonna sleep like a baby tonight so it’s all good.

Does anyone have any suggestions? I’m stuck in the bronx in 100% heat and quitting rite now is taking all i have. If anyone has any tips on what i can do…please let me know.

I’ll keep ya’all posted. Thanks so much for the feedback.

GOOD LUCK GUYS!!!
NinaS

Firstly, I wanted to thank everyone who has shared a story. Being able to read what everyone is going through really helps. If anyone has any suggestions of stuff you can do while trying to quit, i would appreciate it alot! Also, I envite anyone who wants to to reply to my postings, or to me, I don’t want to go through this alone so I’m open to talk to anyone!

I have been a pot head for 5 years. It’s what i think about when i wake up….can’t go to sleep with out it so yeah…pretty much every waking second is spent smoking, buying or atleast thinking about weed. I have tryed to stop many times but i have never made it through the first day.

TODAY I WILL, it’s been almost 24 hours and I’m so excited. Truthfully, the only reason I’m doing it is for my boyfriend. He has been begging me to stop for almost a years and I have never done it. Recently he convinced me, by showing me what has happened to my life due to pot. I always knew it was bad but I have been so high I never really pay attention. Today I have no choice. He too my money, car keys, dealers number and locked me in doors. It sounds harsh but it’s necessary.

I’m lucky to have him.

I’ll let you guys know how it goes, I plan on posting very often as I think this may really help me overcome this obstacle.

Thanks to all who read and good luck!