not be scared of driving

Well I finally took the plunge and just did it! I first drove my ex boyfriends car back from the mexican place down the street. He had a drink while we were there and the lightweight he is lol he was too messed up to drive. So I just took the keys and drove home. I felt so comfortable doing it. I couldn’t wait to drive again. I still can’t. Now when I go to the store with my dad I drive. I drove from a friends house back to my ex boyfriends. I’m not sure how far it was, but I was driving for like 20 minutes. I feel good. Now I just need to get myself to actually take the drive test. Get my license and then get a car! :)

i keep talking about getting my permit and then my license. my friends keep offering me help, but when it comes down to it im still just too scared. i have been reading my book from the D.O.L. but i havent actually tried driving. or even thought about when im taking my written. i know i need to get my butt in gear lol but its going to be time consuming… and hard.

usually when i get in the driver seat of a car intending to drive, i start hyperventilating. well this is lame but a start; i was cleaning out my boyfriends car and i had to move it so i put it in reverse and backed up into my street and then parked it. seems simple to most people but when you can stop freaking out it gets pretty difficult. but the thing i really thought was awesome was that i did it without freaking out. i really feel like now when i get some free time i can actually learn to drive.