Be the best Cheerleader EvEr !

Cheerleading is over, Finally. As much as I love cheerleading, my team was inadequate and it was embarassing. However, I stuck it out until the last competition, even though i knew in my heart I didn’t want to be there. But I made it, will i pursue cheerleading in College? I doubt it. And even though I didn’t get to be a flyer, like i wanted, I did have a few experiences up in the air (as a temp) and I can live with that.

I think the whole “Be the Best Cheerleader Ever” goal is gonna have to be post poned for awhile. Maybe just til the peprally is over. I wanna go, but Tiffany is a F*en Biter & I can’t handle that. Then theres the whole thing in which practice just feels so disorganized cuz they dont know wut theyr’e doing. I’m the kind of person that needs control & assurance. People have been asking me when and whether I’m coming back but I’m not sure of the answer. I would rather wait until we get an actual real coach to rejoin. Although, that DOES NOT MEAN I WONT BE PRACTICING MY JUMPS, STUNTS, STRETCHING, CHEERS, DANCES, ETC.

So, at the moment Tiffany, Otivia, and I are responsible for the Cheerleading squad and finding new members. Lots of girls were there trying out! Tiffany is basically the leader while the the Seniors(including Otivia) attempt to enforce. I dont mind…I dont like being in charge. Being in the spotlight of taking charge and having people watch you is not something I like. Unless….I’m dancing. But for some reason the principal thinks I’m head captain or something! Anywayz we dont have a coach yet and dont know if we will. So, for that reason alone I want to dropout. My new goal is to be a NYU Cheerleader. You need certain skillz, that this squad will not help me develop without a real coach. So, my only chance is to either attempt to practice on my own (which is ridiculous without a real teacher) or find somewhere I can be taught (which is super hard)

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4get this goal, I already am the BesT Cheerleader EVer!!! (lmao)

I have made up this dance routine to for tryouts for BK, but since I’m not going I think I might have it used for cheerleading tryouts next year. I think i’ma go practice my jumps now.

but thats okay. We are suppose to be getting a new coach next year, so really anything would be better than Fabien. However, there were some rumors going around that Fabien was coming back. I hope not! I think that if she was thinking about coming back, i would definitely try to talk her out of it.

I would be really disappointed if I didn’t make varsity. I know I’m not that skilled and I don’t know alot and don’t have much experince, but my dedication is on high. I know that if I were to make varsity I would work my ass off to show that I deserve the spot. Not to impress other people, but to prove to myself that I deserve it.

I quit my current cheerleading squad becuase there is really no point in going on. I most likely won’t be ther next year and will be going to BK.So, right now i’m just worried about making tryouts and what they would expect for me to know. I quit because competiton is coming up, people are coming to practice (so we only have 13 girls, when we are suppose to have 20 to be in the competition), and we don’t look good. My coach sucks ass and its not okay for me – for us to have to make a fool of our selves at competition. My mom agrees with me and says thay we don’t deserve to be embarrased. It’s humiliating! We’re not ready and with the girls we have to resort to replace the girls that left make us look even worse.Also, are stunts look bad because the people performing the stunts dont know what they are doing. But I dont blame them, I blame the coach for not giving them the right instructions.The judges will see us doing the stunts wrong and then we’ll just get minus the points. It’s a big mess and there is no hope. (yes I’m full with negatvity) It’s pathetic and its not fair! The principal will probably call me down on Mon. to try to make me join again (cuz they need the girls), but I refuse to be apart of that mess. We will embarass ourselves and I blame the coach for all of it. She wasn’t doing her job of getting us ready (she doesn’t even have a routine already made for us) and she has been lying to the principal telling her that we would be ready. There is no way we can get evreything done in a week, when teams usually take atleast 3 months to get reeady for a competition.

I am thinking about going to BK (Bishop Kearney) instead of going to live with my dad in Long Island. Bishop Kearney has a cheerleading team and so one told me that they were pretty good. Tameika is thinking about going there too, so if we both decide on going I am willing to devote most of summer to getting ready. I hope I make tryouts on July 16th!! Why are tryouts in the summer? I might have to go to cheerleading camp during that time!! I will prepare a regimen for me and Tameika to follow for practice including exercise, practing jumps, maybe stunts (sheena could help), and a dance/cheer routine we’ll perform during tryout. I’m too cool to not be prepared. I will become a cheerleader! Hopefully I’ll be good enough to make varsity even though I can’t tumble. How long does it take to learn anyway? Maybe I can learn over the summer. I would hate to be a junior in a jr. varsity squad.

http://www.bishopkearneyhs.org/Athletics/cheerleaders.htm