Let go of the past

We broke up in August 2006 and had been together for 8 months…it’s a short period but many things happened. Without sex we had tender moments and I enjoyed many new expiriences with her. She claims that I changed but I dont see how. She hides the truth from me and as much as I try to forget, I cant help but wonder what she’s doin or who she’s thinkin about. I sit in my room drawing and writing poems to make myself feel better someway but it’s not enough. I dont regret a minute of my time that I spent with her, but I do regret giving her my heart.