have babies

Well, I’m not pregnant this time around. I am incredibly disappointed, but I guess it’s for the best. I want to get married to Chad before we have a baby, now that I’ve had time to think about it. We’ve talked about getting married…now I just have to wait for him to actually propose. Maybe I should stop thinking about it so it will just happen already!!!

My boyfriend Chad and I decided we want to have a baby. We’ve picked out names and sat and talked about our future and everything. I know in my heart everything will work out, so I have no problem with it. We have to wait a couple of weeks until we can find out if I’m pregnant or not yet. If so, we’re getting married sometime before the baby is born…possibly in February??? My life is finally coming together. :-D

This is, of course, a long term goal. I want to be married to someone I love and have a job, house, and car before I even consider having kids.

I am not particularly fond of other people’s kids as they are usually brats, but I know that mine will be badass little things. Lol. I want two children who are very close in age but, all in the same breath, I don’t want to have two kids back to back. I think it would work out great if I just had twins…one boy and one girl. Not two boys or two girls, though. It seems like when identical twins get into their teens, they do absolutely everything they can to be polar opposites of each other.

Anywho, I want the boy to be named either Derek Aidenn, Damien Jett, or Seth Draegan and the girl to be named Aaralyn Ivory, Evelyn Lithia, Emilie Jade, Rosalee Lace, or Alice Noire. They’re gonna be so cute!!! :-D