But I’m not sure to what. Something along the lines of living an authentic life and being true to myself.
I’ve realised it’s part of something bigger. I do try to please other people. Actually, it’s more that I behave in a way to try to make them think well of me. It sometimes means hiding how I really feel or presenting just a certain facet of myself and hiding another.
It feels good to have approval and be accepted because I lacked that when I was younger to some degree. I think I’ve learned how to achieve it but at this stage in my life I think I’d just rather feel free.
