means my life is a whole – something I can lay open for everyone to see without being ashamed or guilty about any parts of it. So I think that means living honestly with a clear conscience.
My meditation cushion got delivered today. And I realised that in the past I would have been hoping to get away with not paying the customs duties/VAT. I haven’t been charged (yet – there can be a delay but perhaps it’s below the threshold) but I have changed my mindset now and am more than happy to pay what I owe. It’s a nice feeling.
as I “borrowed” this goal from her. I guess it’s something I’ve been trying to do all along but I never articulated it, or even fully realised it. It will incorporate a lot of my other goals I think.
For me, living with integrity will mean not having to seek approval, or tell white lies, or feel ashamed or embarrassed or inadequate.
I’m going to work on being a “me” that I’m truly happy with, and that is what people will see, not a polished-up enhanced version where I try to seem better than I really am to other people to get their approval.
So to live with integrity, I’ll have to clarify my values and try to live up to them so I have a clear conscience. I guess I’ve been trying to do that anyway and it’s easier said than done.