I really don´t know how I can kill the expectations that don´t seem willing in letting me go , sort of speak. Just got out of what seemed like a beginning of a relationship , in a rather abrupt way , and now I think that there are still things that need to be said , but how can I do this properly ? I have been thinking about sending her an email , saying that even though she doesn´t want to talk to me again ( on Msn at least ) , we could still keep in touch through email , I have even thought about the things that I´m going to say , but my biggest problem is : will she reply ? No matter how hard I try , I always find myself believing that I will hear something from her , and these expectations are driving me mad , so how can I get rid of them ? Should I take a risk and send the email anyway , and really pretend that nothing happened in case she doesn´t reply ? Or should I just stay put and don´t do anything at all ?
