disclose 43 random THINGS about myself

32. I hate moths and butterflies. A lot. Seriously.
33. I used to tapdance when I was younger. I loved it.
34. When I first meet someone who I really enjoy being around then, for the first week or so of our friendship, I want to be around them all the time.
35. I miss a lot of my old teachers.
36. I want to die before I get too old to enjoy myself.
37. I’ll adopt a kid before I get knocked up with my own.
38. When I’m thinking of something impure inappropriate about someone I always sort of wonder if anyone can hear me.
39. I have an unhealty obsession which no one in the world knows about.
40. I find smokers attractive.
41. I don’t like uneven numbers.
42. I think forearms are sexy [weird, right? ‘specially considerin what I did to mine.]
43. I’ve never.been.kissed.

Save the best ‘til last, right?

28. I enjoy shitty rap music =]
30. I spend hours tidying my room and then mess it up the next day while looking for something to wear.
31. I know all the words to A Modern Man by George Carlin.

15. I feel like I missed out on a lot of stuff because I “dropped out” of secondry school when I was 14[?] and I really wish I could do all that stuff…but I probably wont.
16. I’ve realized that years of being The Funny One has resulted in people not taking me seriously. Ever.
17. I seriously worry too much sometimes.
18. I’m intimidated by people who are better writers than me.
19. I LOVE Sudoku.
20. I really want a turtle.
21. Sometimes I find talking with my sister a chore.
22. I wish I could care less.
23. I own 8 pairs of converse and I only wear 3.
24. I love things that glow in the dark.
25. I hate the signal I get on my freeview box; it gives me a strong signal on the shit channels and a poor one when I’m trying to watch something awesome.
26. I listen to George Carlin’s HBO specials when I’m going to sleep.
27. I think I’d make an awesome youtuber =]

falls asleep

Whenever something bad is happening, or just something awful and awkward, then I get this intense feeling that I just want to run away and hide.

I’m a very, very strange girl.

Sometimes I brush my teeth in the kitchen sink because, if I think about it too much and think about germs and shit like that, the bathroom freaks me out.

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Usually when I’m eating Skittles or M&M’s or Smarties or any sweets like that..I sort them into colour groups and then I eat them in even numbers, like two red, two blue, two green. I don’t know why. I just do.

I make myself sound so crazy..

I never go to bed early. I don’t think I could if I tried. Right now it’s 1AM and I’m updating my iPod [which I’ve been doing for over an hour] AND I have to get up at 6:30 tomorrow. I need to look into sleeping tablets or something.

But yeah. Number eleventytwo: Gemma never goes to bed early.

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I really, really, really love George Carlin’s voice.

A lot.

[and yes, I know he’s 70.]

I’m a bit obsessed with my hair. I don’t like to admit it but I am.

I don’t go anywhere if it’s not straightened and if it rains I freak out about it going huge and frizzy which is DOES, no matter what Caron says..

I don’t mean in the ‘It’s cool to be scared of the dark because it’s now cool to like things you liked when you were younger and all that stuff and it makes you seem little and cute and blah blah.’

I mean I HATE THE DARK. I sleep with my lava lamp [it’s a KIND of lava lamp] on and sometimes I have to have my other little lamp on, the one that’s on my unit. The problem is: I have a very active imagination which is GREAT, but not when I’m trying to sleep. I swear to god when I’m laying in bed and my light is on and I have my quilt all wrapped aroiund me, I peek down to the bottom of my bed about 5 times before I actually drift off to sleep just in case. I don’t really know what I think will happen, but I just… think that SOMEthing will.

Scenes from The Ring and The Grudge and any other scary film I’ve seen pop into my head and freak me out, or I’ll convince myself that someone is downstairs or in my wardrobe and they’ll pop out.

Also. when I’m going downstairs in the middle of the night to get a drink from the kitchen I have a routine. I turn the light above the stairs on when I’m at the top and then when I’m at the bottom I turn it off [two light swtiches control the one light] then I turn the bottom hall light on and then when I get into the kitchen I turn the kitchen light on and then I get my drink and put the kitchen light out then the hall one and then I do the stairlight thing again. I just really, really hate the dark.

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