Okay, so I really took some time out of my “busy schedule” (I’m being sarcastic, if you didn’t realize) to find out what kind of things I’d like to study in college.
-social science (psychology, sociology, etc.)
-applied arts (performance, theatre production)
-mass communications (journalism, programming and production, etc.)
-english (creative writing, literature)
I always thought I’d do something in the medical field, but I have a bad history with that. I really love the thought of helping people, but I can’t do it medical-wise (if that word even makes sense…)
I don’t think I’d have a future in writing, but I love english [class]:)
Jul 22, 2008, 04:05PM PDT | 0 comments
That’s what it feels like to me. The pressure to figure what I want to do, not necessarily for the rest of my life, but somewhere close to that. I have NO CLUE. The things I do want to do I’m insecure about, and I doubt them, and I don’t think they’re realistic, and I know my mom won’t support it. When it comes to realistic career options, I have no clue what I want to do. I’ve thought about something in the medical field, but I don’t know. It’s difficult to find a college I want to go to when I don’t even know what I want to major in.
My mom keeps pressuring me to find out what I want to do. I think she thinks it’s something you just search online and say, ‘oh okay! i’ll pick this one.’ I want to do something I’m passionate about, but honestly, I don’t seem to be passionate about anything. I’m not talented in anything, and I’m not just saying that to put myself down, I know it’s true. Maybe I’m taking this out of hand.
Jun 30, 2008, 05:58PM PDT | 1 cheer | 0 comments