be more independent

Okay, i can be quite independant but i want to be more. Sometimes when i ant to go into town to get something and none of my mates want to come with me, i wont go. I would probably feel like i have done this goal if i went in on my own once or twice, without worrying who might see me out on my own.
Also if there is a hobby i want to take up and nobody wants to do it with me, could just do it myself.
(i used to go horseriding but hated the girl i went with, i want to start going again but noneof my mates will do it with me, so i havn’t even really thought of doing it on my own)
I just dont want to be the only one doing something, i dont do what i want to do just because noboy will do it with me- I want to be more independant.