the sad thing is
2 years ago
i actually obsess about being fatter,and i want to gain more weight.
not because i have to,not because its for a class or anything.
its just because when i look in the mirrror i feel discusted of how skinny i am.
i want to gain weight badly and have been trying to for the past month.
when people tell me im skinny or anything like that,i feel like crying and punching them dead in the face.
i wish i loved myself,and loved how i look.
i hate the fact that i hate my body.
and it sucks real bad cause everytime i try to look for someone that had the same problem as me,i come to find no one.
and i mean,NO ONE. ive even tried looking it up on the internet and everything.
