stop obsessing

Thank GOD Brian M. finally gave me an excuse to stop crushing on him! Given his dubious hobbies and sales enterprising (...), I knew from the go that it wouldn’t be very smart to try to have a serious relationship with him. (My heart might be stupid as all hell, but my mind could still see where it was headed.) I woke up feeling liberated yesterday. I’m no longer infatuated with him. I’m sure I will relapse, but it feels good to have the confidence to walk out. Now I just have to tell him…

Things have been going well with Mark M. So naturally, I’ve taken to obsessing—What does he think of me? Is he sending me signals? What should I say to him? AHHHHHH. Calm down, sister. Go and hang out with him and with everyone else, and DON’T analyze every little interaction. Have fun tonight!

Obsessing again, this time about Brian M. He’s bad for me, that’s for sure. He has a WORLD of issues that he must sort through and deal with before I could ever be with him. But he just left my place after a rather reserved (almost awkward) period of hanging out, and I find myself wanting him. Little girl, you give your heart away so easily. Let it go. Delete his number. Keep your legs shut. Let…it…go…