learn to trust God completely, knowing He is in control and all things work together for His glory

My 9 to 5 day job has been the biggest stress of my life. I have done everything I could in my power to improve it. Yet the harder I try the worse it gets. So I am handing it over all to God. If He wants me to stay there, He will have to keep me with His power, because I cannot.

It’s hard to trust God sometimes…
When Mary’s cancer is not getting better but worse
When I have to work in an office plagued by wackos
When my singing voice does not improve
When I am in my late thirties, and still have not met the right guy

So I turn to all the other blessings God has for me…
- My aunt is turning to God. We found prayer partners in each others.
- Melinda, Lucy, and I are growing closer.
- All the friendships in my life now are life-long and of top quality.
- I am growing stronger and more peaceful within even though my exterior body is growing older and weaker.
- I am becoming more and more prepared to be a wife and mom even though there is no family. God’s work is weird according to my human understanding.