find my spirituality

It’s been a goal of mine for sometime now, to find my spirituality- well at least that’s what it would seem like to the readers. This post is to inform you all that my search has been halted, finally. No more looking for God for me…although, sometimes I wish someone who was well versed in Theological study, could explain to me the role I’ve taken in a religious standpoint. For example, I’ve denied God, so that I can focus more on self-realization. Such pride is a sin, according to the bible. However, such feeble-mindedness should not be condoned in the eyes of the Lord. How could it be?

I have words with no heart, but to me that is not meaningless. The desire to love is a strong motivator.

I’m not sure how I define spirituality. To me, I think it’s just being at peace with yourself. Sometimes I feel if I could just tame my destructive mind that’ll be more attentive and appreciative of all that’s around me. I feel if I run to God that I’m just running away from it all and running to him in vain. I feel if I just set my ego aside and went along with it, then I’d find what I’m looking for. I believe God will give me the strength to overcome my adversity, so long as he stays in my heart and mind. Hmm…I suppose I’ve already found my spirituality. I just to need to embrace it.