read!

I stopped reading the one book i guess i lost interest but now i plan to read a book from work.. as long as i read!
so still need to work on it!

reading this book and i’m so kicked up i’m at the 3rd chapter already!!!

My partner mentioned something to me a few weeks back and he is right i need to make to read!

Good news I just got the book Taking the Leap by Cay Lang- it’s a book about creating a career as a visual artist!
I have wanted this book for almost year now and finally broke down and got it!
So i’m going to read that book first! Then go throught the rest of my personal library! and see what i haven’t read and read!
Here is the thing I HATE READING it makes me feel stupid because i have a harder time understanding what i read or red. People say to keep a dictionary by you! when you read then it get’s even more complicated because the word in the deffinetion made no sence and then i’m reading the dictionary only to find out that i still dno’t know what that sentences means and how it realated to my mind!
Don’t get me wrong I’m smart i just don’t know how to express it so others see this!
Words are my problem and reading my help it..
no excuses i’m going to do my best!
Any words i don’t know i’ll just have to write down and accept that it’s not going to make sence unless i search it!