stop being afraid of heights

I just jumped out of a plane yesterday so I’m just going to say this goal has been accomplished. I’m pretty sure I’ll get uneasy on narrow stairs or something still, but jumping out of a plane makes up for it and more! YAY!

I went to the Ft. Worth water gardens with Emy today. There was a water fall structure with large stair stones leading down to the center of the pool-only there were no rails and the steps were really high. I’m not sure when or why I developed this phobia, but I am seriously afraid of heights when I don’t have a railing-walking on San Antonio River Walk and driving in the mountains with no guard rail…you name it I’m scared. I get so scared I lose balance and it makes me very dizzy. Maybe if I do more balancing exercises I can get over this fear-maybe I’ll even do balance on a cliff one day. Baby steps…