meet interesting people without feeling uncomfortable

not only am I still uncomfortable meeting likeminded people, but I completly avoid the “interresting people” I already know.

I’ve managed to make friends (kind of) with some interresting people in the past 2 years, but it’s been a long time since I contacted any of them. I’m totally scared of them and can’t even call or write them a email to say “hi”.

Social anxiety is ruining my life.

This goal has been rotting away for a long time..

Not only am I still quite uncomfortable when meeting interesting people (though not as much as a few years ago maybe), but nowadays I don’t even put myself out there to meet people. Bad start.

I stay home, locked up, isolated. Everyday, I have good intentions of getting up and doing something with myself, but it never happens. The depression takes over and at the thought of wasting another day, I just feel like curling up in bed and never wake up.