I am an Aquarius and it is said that we live much in our own head. Which I do not dout for a minute because that is where I mostly stay. My mind is always going and sometimes I find myself wishing I had an off switch for my brain. You know just so the rest of me can catch up, sort out, and organize all these off the wall visions and ideas I have. Not to mention the thinking, re-thinking, and over thinking of the people and things going on in my life. It can be quite exhausting sometimes.
Especially at night when you are trying to rest, though I believe that to be the time I do some of my best thinking. I just want to learn how to take a step back and focus my thoughts and ideas more. Not to mention how to rid myself of all this shoulda, coulda, woulda play back of past relationships and “chances” that I have let pass me by. I want to learn how to chop it up as a learning experience or get out of my head and actually take that chance. Instead of reliving how I wish it would have played out in my head.
All in all I just need to find a balance between my head and reality. Before I miss out on an amazing life I could be living for real. It is past time to turn my dreams into reality! Peace & Love -CW
