Fall in love

Heart beats fast
Colors and promises
How to be brave
How can I love when I’m afraid
To fall
But watching you stand alone
All of my doubt
Suddenly goes away somehow

One step closer

I have died everyday
waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid
I have loved you for a
Thousand years

But I don’t think I can love you for a
Thousand more

....just like so many others did before him. He just…left! I guess that’s my life, and I’ll have to accept it…

I actually thought I was in love with that ugly piece of dirty shit! I mean he had the fucking nerve to come up to me and tell me that he thinks he’s got a shot with my best friend! What an asshole!

To be honest, I had only three words for him: FUCK YOU PAL!

GOD! He wasn’t even my damn type!!

My Dearest,

I Love You. And….I miss you.

I need to feel you. To feel your touch over my skin. To listen to your heart beat through my chest. To listen to you whisper your love into my ear at three O’clock in the morning. I need you…

I Love you, I Miss you, and I Need you.

Forever and For Always,
Penelop’s Song

I want to fall in love him all over again, hoping he might notice me this time.

His mother just recently passed away (God Rest Her Soul), and he’s just…Broken. I’m afraid I won’t be able to fix him. I don’t know if anybody can.

It breaks my heart….

Love is beautiful. But the absence of it is terrible. A dear friend said that the pain does go away, and that things do get better.

I don’t know, somehow I do believe him. I have faith now. Things will get better.

Things will get better.

Love hurts like hell!

WHAT THE FUCK!!

There is another one, he’s everything I’ve ever dreamed of. His mind…is…so very beautiful.

He’s like my best friend. He’s not like everyone else. You see, he’s different. Very different.

Am I in love with him? I honestly don’t know.

I just…I just don’t know.

All I did was hurt him!

Tell me,
Did it hurt when I touched you with fire?
Did you cry when I struck a knife in your heart?
Did you sleep at night and dream about me?
Does it hurt how everything reminds you of me?
Does it hurt when you call and I don’t answer?
Does it?
Does it really?
Or maybe it doesn’t…

You see, pain is a thought. Its not an emotion. Just get me out of your head, and I promise,
The knife won’t hurt…
The fire can’t touch you…
You won’t find me in your dreams…
And nothing will remind you of me…

You’ll be forever safe. I promise. I can’t hurt you anymore.