lose 100 pounds

FINALLY!!!

SW: 278
CW: 178

28 pounds to go to reach my Ultimate Goal of 150, I never want to see this goal on my list again. It’s been a loooong road. :)

I didn’t weigh myself ‘til this morning. I was busy yesterday so I didnt get any exercise in. Ive been going to the gym every morning before work and walking afterwards, Ive tried to get some “strength training” in during work since we have this workout room but I honestly dont know how. I feel really good..But there is always something in the back of my mind nagging at me. I dont know what it is and I don’t really think it’s related to this issue. If I don’t get these last 2 pounds off this week I’m going to scream…and just keep trying.. :)

My New years resolution is not to lose weight this year as It has been every year since I was 17? Im done with that, Actually Ive achieved that goal so Im moving on. Ive got a whole list of resolutions, Yes a list! And I know alot of people have that resolution this year and I really hope that people realize that its so much more than that, Its something you have to really want to do. People take it so lightly, Ive heard so many people tell me they started a diet on new years. I had a friend this morning tell me she was starting a diet while simultaneously eating a cookie. Its ridiculous, Diets dont work people! :)

SW: 278
CW: 181
GW: 150
Pounds to this goal: 3

So Close…It might go pound for pound now. I haven’t really been working out at all. Ive been to the gym once while Ive been on holiday vacation so I didn’t expect too much weight loss. I’m surprised though, Ive been eating some stuff I wouldn’t normally eat but I haven’t binged. Hopefully I can knock those 3 pounds out this week but I don’t know. Guess we’ll see what happens!

SW: 278
CW: 182
GW: 150
Pounds to this goal: 4

Last week was horrible. I mean really really bad. I dont understand what Im afraid of? I get so close and I shy away by ruining my progress. I need new batteries for my scale so its not working..thats why I always kept an analog scale around but I gave it to my cousin when I moved into my own place. Anyway, Im hoping I didnt gain too much, I really want to complete this goal this year. Ive decided to incorporate a snack between lunch and dinner, I usually just have the 3 meals a day but I really think that would help. Just taking it one day at a time thats all I can do and let god do the rest. Good Luck :)

I reached my mini-goal of 183! Actually I’m 182 which makes me 4 freakin’ pounds away from kicking this goals ass! I probably would’ve made this weight last week had it not been for the binging but I’m still so happy that Ive made it. I hope to finish this goal by the date I stated (Dec. 11) Because I really don’t want to do the thing I said I would do if I didn’t finish this goal! I am officially losing “new weight” and I cant wait to finally complete this goal, Its been hanging over my head for wayyy too long.

SW: 278
CW: 182
GW: 150
Pounds to this goal: 4

It went really well. I stuck to my plan of just focusing on my family and I didn’t have any sweets! I usually have a plate full of everything and take some home with me as well! Everyone could see my weight loss and I don’t understand why I still don’t feel comfortable talking about it but I have no problem telling total strangers…Anyway, I’m at 184 so Im hoping to see 180 soon! And then 178 which will complete this goal. My official weigh in will be Sunday but I just had to weigh myself because of all of the bingeing last week, I’m so surprised I didn’t gain like 5 pounds! I’m grateful that god pulled me out of that before it was too late. I know that dark place is nowhere I want to be.. Hope everyone else had a wonderful thanksgiving! :D

So far Ive gotten through the potluck at work so now I just have Thanksgiving day. Ive decided to spend it with my family this year, I usually stay at home but I guess I was just depressed and anti-social. Anywho, As long as I stay away from my aunt’s pies and focus on the people rather than the food all evening I will be fine. Plus since I have my own car now I can just leave if Im annoyed. hehe Good luck everyone! :)

When I get close I destroy myself! This week has just been horrible, but I have pulled myself back together. Im afraid to step on the scale..seriously.