Get over my first love

Don’t you realize what you are to me? What you are always going to be? You are the love of my life. Everyone else is going to be second best, There will never be another you

I couldn’t sleep last night because I know that it’s over between us. I’m not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I’ll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that’s what you’ve given me. That’s what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I’ll be seeing you

Last night i saw him and we went to a birthday Celebration with our friends. Unfortunately we have almost all the same friend when we are home. After all he was my High School Sweetheart and we live in the same neighborhood, so we have many mutual friends.

He left without saying goodbye and that hurt, but as much as I realize he will always hold a special place in my heart I also realized why we didnt work out.

While at Dinner all his little quirks were irritating me and i remembered how immature he could be. I am glad how neutral our friends can remain. I am thankful for them but i am also very happy to realize it wont be long before i am completely over him.

I thought it would be easier… he was my best friend until we realized we could be more. and they were good, until 2nd year of college. We dated for 7 years, and through him I learned what love was.

My middle school & high school school sweetheart, half of college Sweetheart. It was all preachy until his Posse Scholarship shipping him of to NORTON, MA. Our 7 block relationship turned a long distance relationship (200 miles)

As much as we try to be friends now it seems nearly impossible. Partly cause I still love him and well there is nobody that completes me like him. Last thursday I found out he has a girlfriend and it felt like I was stabbed through my heart 521 times. I really wanna be over him but i dont know how!