be closer to my brother

So the last time I saw my brother was Mothersday 2007. I have only talked to him probaly twice in the last year. I really need to send him and email or give him a call. I really do hope all is well with him and that we could get a better relationship.

Relationship is still very week! Family is so important to me. Why is it so hard to make our relationship better.

So I wrote my brother on myspace. I got his message back. On how communication is a two way thing. Also he wished me an early Happy Birthday!

So my brother last week requested to be my friend on myspace. I suppose I should send a message his way. I am excited to hear that he is coming for Thanksgiving.

I havent seen or talked to my brother in about 4 months. (hardly talked)Truthfully I dont know why I struggle with picking up the phone and giving him a call.I am being stubborn. I dont know if its I can’t relate to him or the very thought we never got along growing up. Maybe I need to grow up and try to develop a friendship with him.

My brother was in town! With our family we went to a baseball game and had a bbq at my house. Honestly I talked to him but not a real conversations. To me it is so sad how my relationship with him is. To me it is weak and pathetic. For a person who values her relationships with people so much.

I havent tryed contacting my brother since the email attempt. I figure I need to try again sometime soon.

I havent recieved an email back from my brother. It has been a week! I need to pick up the phone and give him a call sometime! My goal is to call him before next Sunday.

My older brother is two years older than me. We have never been close at all. Honestly I wish we were. He is in Montana going to school. Last time I saw him was in June at his wedding. Last time we talked was when I called him on his birthday in December. Really our conversation was I would say 5 minutes at the most long. Its just sad for me because I am so much closer to my sister. When he lived here we never hung out. What can I do to make my relationship with him stronger?!?? Today I wrote him a quick email asking how he has been and what he has been upto? That was the extent of it. I didnt tell him what I have been upto. Now lets wait and see if I get a response.