This is difficult
1 year ago
Trying to change yourself is the hardest part. Hopefully I will be somewhere different a year from now but who knows. I would like some of my physical pain to stop- if it means surgery or meds or whatever. I would just like to feel whole and happy again and to also feel like someone my age rather than someone 10-15 years older or just injured. I am tired of being injured. I want to go hiking again and pursue my dreams. Now I feel like I am just discouraging myself so that I protect myself from what i can’t have right now. I have to be in a better place one year from now.
