I think I’m almost ready to mark this as ‘done’.
PollyJane has written 6 entries about this goal
.. or maybe not. Damnit!
I think I’m almost there.
I’m doing much better on this one. We had some kind of conversation about it. (Not about the fact that it still makes me feel bad, but anyway.) And I found out that he only started to hate her AFTER he got over her. To me, that makes a huuuuuge difference. I always thought that he had to hate her in order not to love her anymore, ergo he still loves her in some way seen the fact he obviously still hates her. So knowing that made me feel better.
I felt bad about it again yesterday evening. There was this film on telly which I knew would remind him of her, and of course he had a lot to say about the story and so on, and that he “already saw it lots before”. It’s a shame he doesn’t realise I know he saw it multiple times with her and that he probably while talking was thinking about her.
I’m not bothered by it today.
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