make close friends

I have so many e-mail addresses of people that really wanna get to know me, but I just don’t seem to e-mail them cause I’ve been hurt so many times by people that I’m just afraid to not be all alone. I gotta stop living in fear and lonliness and let myself talk to others. Those people are really interested in talking to me, so obviously there’s a chance there, and I’m totally blowing it (not to mention being rude). I gotta put my trust in Christ and just try. So, right now I’m gonna e-mail those people.