It is definitely self motivation I need. At the moment my life is motivated by demands rather than desires and this seems wrong.
I have a head full of ideas and inspirations but when I get some precious time in which to implement them I’m to tired. I work 8 hours per day followed by 4 hours looking after the kids. This leaves me with roughly 2 hours to spend with my partner and approximately 0 hours to do something creative. This is if I sleep 10 hours per day.
I find that the first hour at work is the only productive time I have and unfortunate I’ve spent some of it writing this entry.
